This diary does not end here , it begins again :) .
Here is something I want both of you to protect and hold in you - your " inner child " when it comes to love and faith.
" Always love unconditionally like a child" , no matter how old you grow .
And " always have faith in GOD , believe in fairies and angels" , like how a child does.
Believe it or not , I am 36 years old and I still believe in all Fairies and Fairy tales, and that keeps my faith in God stronger .
Your father also has this innocent child in him , who I just love from bottom of my heart , because that child is what is unconditional love.
Keep that inner child ALive always !!
Dear BIG guy , you know why I write to you , because I still believe in you.
I always had , and that's why we fight ;) , and that's why I get angry on you.
Like many children , I will never understand why parents want us to do certain things , I will not , I am not wise enough !!!
And like many children I will be grumpy and will throw tantrums ... Inspite of what world thinks about that child " oh what Noisy one , what a difficult child" , that child doesn't stop crying and throwing tantrums , because he is only waiting for its parents attention and for them respond to him , hold him , pamper him and love him .
That child may cry in public more , because he knows you will have to listen sooner if you don't want to be embarrassed more , the kids are really smart these days !! So her BIG GUY .. Listen up ;) ...